Emboldened, I
suppose, by my easiness, he ventur'd to kiss me, and I insen-
sibly returned it, without knowing the consequence of return-
ing it; for, on this encouragement, he slipped his hand all
down from my breast to that part of me where the sense of
feeling is so exquisitely critical, as I then experienc'd by
its instant taking fire upon the touch, and glowing with a
strange tickling heat: there he pleas'd himself and me, by
feeling, till, growing a little too bold, he hurt me, and
made me complain. Then he took my hand, which he guided,
not unwillingly on my side, between the twist of his closed
thighs, which were extremely warm; there he lodged and
pressed it, till raising it by degrees, he made me feel the
proud distinction of his sex from mine. I was frighten'd
at the novelty, and drew back my hand; yet, pressed and
spurred on by sensations of a strange pleasure, I could not
help asking him what that was for? He told me he would
show me if I would let him; and, without waiting for my
answer, which he prevented by stopping my mouth with kisses
I was far from disrelishing, he got upon me, and inserting
one of his thighs between mine, opened them so as to make
way for himself, and fixed me to his purpose; whilst I was
so much out of my usual sense, so subdu'd by the present
power of a new one, that, between fear and desire, I lay
utterly passive, till the piercing pain rous'd and made me
cry out.
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