"That's what comes of having _an eye_! It's worth a thousand guineas of
it's worth a penny. And those stupid idiots let me have it for twenty-two
pounds!"
"A thousand guineas!" Gradually the little bronze became to Netta the
symbol of all that money could have bought for her--and all she was
denied; Italy, freedom, the small pleasures she understood, and the
salvation of her family, now in the direst poverty. There were moments
when she could have flung it passionately out of the window into the
stream a hundred feet below. But she was to find another use for it.
March arrived. And one day Anastasia came to tell her mistress that she
had received orders to pack Mr. Melrose's portmanteaus for departure.
Netta brooded all day, sitting silent and pale in the window-seat, with
some embroidery which she never touched on her knee. Outside, not a sign
of spring! A bitter north wind was blowing which had blanched all colour
from the hills, and there was ice on the edges of the streams. Thyrza was
away in Carlisle, helping an aunt. There was no one in the house but Mrs.
Dixon, and a deaf old woman from one of the labourer's cottages; attached
to the farm, who had come in to help her. The poor babe had a cold, and
could be heard fretfully crying and coughing in her nursery.
And before Netta's inward eye there stretched the interminable days and
weeks ahead, no less than the interminable weeks and months she had
already lived through, in this discomfort of body, and this loneliness of
spirit.
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